"well, the room's spinning cause i drank too much,
cause i wanted to get drunk and have sex.
there was something sexy about that woman,
cause i was lonely, maybe just cause i was lonely.

i wanted somebody to fuck me.
i want somebody to want me to fuck them.
maybe that would have filled this...
fill this tiny little hole in my heart,
but probably not.

and sometimes i think i have felt
everything i'm ever gonna feel,
and from here on out i'm not gonna feel anything new.
just, lesser versions of what i've already felt."

theodore - her